Thursday, August 14, 2008
omg! the more i watch the olympics telecast for the swimming events, the more hyped up i get to train. its been burning in me to get changed and jump into the swimming pool for some serious training! but sadly no matter how motivated i am, i have to leave it till after next thursday! ahhh! damn exams! restricting me from doing so much things that i want to do now! omg luh! && i haven't rowed in damn long either! shit! IVPs for both swimming and canoeing are this october! no time to train for any of these! arghhhh! when i was hoping to do well and get a medal at this swimming competitions, these might just be dreams i can leave for next year. i have not been training properly for training and i've been told that i have alot of cca commitments. ahhh i wont give up swimming or canoeing man! haha!
anws! i have been studying in the school library again today! but as usual i didnt really study much! i was so tired and sleepy everything that i read didn't register! its just plain reading without understanding. which is quite equivalent to not reading at all! i dont know why but exams are so irritating and this time, it has killed me so much! retaking one module. zz! damn bloody studies in poly la! shit man really regret not going to a course that i like! just because i wanted NP and now i am suffering! should have went to SP so that i would be in the course that i like! bloody hell! how foolish i have been! wasted my time and wasted money! retaking a module that the lecturers face is so bitchy old womanish look. zz! i dont know how to describe! it just mean she looks like shit and i hate her sarcasm! some people think she is funny but i think its totally lame and like "WHAT THE FUCK?" ARGH!
i have to work hard next semester! the feeling is fading. ugh! cannot!
8/14/2008 11:14:00 PM
UPDATED:D